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Do I always feel like escalating?

Habe ich immer Bock aufs Eskalieren?

If you only know me from parties or from clubs and studios, you might think I'm someone who is constantly under power, burning at two ends, and only wants party, sex, dancing and action. Is that so...? Once I get going definitely!

But almost always comes for me before a phase in which I would love to just chill - bathtub with pine foam bath, audio book and most of all, of course, cuddling (but for the latter is missing the partner, sigh). Looking in the mirror… "Shit eye rings...! What to wear...? How are the people...? Are you in the mood...? Remove annoying hair... Tired... Didn't I want to lose weight? Why is my eye watering now?!”

It's always easiest when there's a nice pre-party beforehand, including a mini fashion show - but even for that, everyone has to pull themselves together somehow.

This zero enthusiasm pre-phase is often totally annoying. Crazy but then usually the events before which I sag the most, are in the end the most awesome - really crazy ? But this certainty drives me every time, no matter how off track I feel! And I have very rarely regretted to get up.

And it doesn't matter if I go to a dance party, SM studio or escort job - same procedure as every time....

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